Love/hate (ain't it the same thing?)

I paid so much care and attention to your regard for me that I forgot to regard myself. 

I so desperately wanted you to love me that I loved you harder. And the less you gave, the more I gave and now I have nothing left to give. 

Not to you, not to the next guy, not to a friend, not to myself. 

My love for you led me to the hate of me. And I hate you for that.